Tuesday, November 1, 2011

I'll help you fight your internal wars.

It had seemed everything had gone downhill.
I was suffering from depression,
I would cry myself to sleep at night,
Had hallucinations from lack of sleep because i would cry till 3 and wake up at 6 or 7
And cut on a daily basis.
I was quite unwell.
I was undergoing changes,
Changes i'd never gone through before.
I'd suffered from heart break,
A friend had just died,
My brother had just gone to prison,
My mother and i argued constantly.
Life felt like it was falling apart at the seams.
What was i supposed to do?
I'd felt like i'd fallen into this dark abyss,
Never to see daylight again
And there they came.
My saving grace,
My best friends,
To the rescue <3
I've learned to cope with things, and be happy.
If anyone ever feels that way,
I'm here for you.
Forever and always.
When you need a hand to hold you from the edge,
Like Kerli Says.
"When it all comes crashing down,
And it's winter all year round,
and the sky is fire red,
And the world is just the shelter underground, 
hen there's nothing to lose,
And the lost cannot be found,
I'll find you."
I don't want anyone.
To feel the emotions i felt.
Idc if you think you're the damned most horrible person.
Everyone deserves love.
I'll try my hardest to be your saving grace,
Just as they were mine.
I love you all.
<3

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